Fear

Me and my fear. Something I always experienced everyday. From the very first time I wake up in the morning, to thos late nights i can not sleep, shes always there. I never knew what i fear about in the first place. But it will always be there. My heart ache every time. I feel like I can not go anywhere. I tried to rum and hide but it never go away. Is this something that can be cured? Or is it just me? Am I going to always feel like this for my whole life? Honestly its really tiring.